My Battle

My Battle

Deep in my mind

There is a dark

Dark place

That place

A secret deep inside

Tearing me apart

Tearing me down

Something common

But still

How to tell

Those who care

What I’ve done

That now I can’t stop

Its controlling me

I am trying to win

The battle for my life

The battle for my body

My battle against

Anorexia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hW9UHJVMbsY

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Free

Todays theme is free. When someone tells you something is going to be free that means no charge right? 99% of the time NO. There is some kind of gimick or you have to pay for something else to get something free. Its getting ridiculous! I mean seriously cant free just mean free! you know like free samples in the mall or costco!! which costco is a wonderful place on the weekends because of that fact ;) but back on topic is there really anything that is truly free anymore? sad to say not much free almost everything free has some catch or really anything that seems too good to be true usually is. like when i was looking for a siberian husky puppy for my fiance everything was a scam i almost gave up but one day i decided to take one last look on craigslist and found a german shepard siberian husky mix puppy for $65 i was thinking of seeing how low she would go but all of a sudden my fiance just turned to me and asked me if i had the money i had the money gave it to the lady and then we were on our way home with a puppy....

My Amusement for the day

My amusement for the day was watching some idot take the ramp off of a 14ft u haul truck with his work van. I was walking my dogs when I heard a loud screeching sound so I went to investigate and I saw an idiot  in a van rip the ramp out of a u haul truck. the guys had just gone up the stairs to their apartment to load some more into the truck and then as soon as they hear that the come running back down the stairs an straight to the truck. and the guy in the van kept saying it wasnt his fault. and i know the guy in his van it always smells like weed so he was probably high as a fucking kite.


thats about all i can think of right now its been one hell of a day
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Conversations I never thought I have

me: i am working emma
sister#2:Crap! I butt dailed u
me:lol
sister#2lol
me:you do that alot
sister#2really?
me:yes i have 3 messages of ur butt calling me
sister#2 weird
me:yes yes you r
sister#2 apparently my butt would like to talk to u
me:i guess
sister#2 hello im emilys butt
me: hi emilys butt

~~~~~~a little later~~~~~~~~

phone vibrates its sister #2

me:working emmas butt

sister#2: i actually called u

me:lol

sister#2 my butt is to tired to call u

me:lmao

~~~~~~even later~~~~~

phone goes off for the third time

me:working

sister#2 S@?!

Puppies

WTF is up with puppies they are cute and cuddly when they are sleeping but they are peeing and craping machines when they are awake!!?? My new puppy wakes up at 6 or 630 am every morning b/c it needs to piss and shit. but he cant do it at the same time it has to be 10-15 min apart. His puppy breath could kill an elephant. Furthermore the thing eats its own shit can someone explain to me why it does that but its not just its own it eats my other dogs' shit too. Any advice people?? How do I get it to stop eating shit? And what is the dogs' obsession with eating my underwear???

anyways thats enough for tonight just wanted to rant about my dogs
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Thursdays

Thursday a day I half-heartedly look foreword to. I say half-heartedly only because I get paid but it all goes to bills or eating out which I hate doing because it upsets my stomach and it very very costly. Today I went to a panda express at the mall and if anyone doesn't know what panda express is it is a Chinese food restaurant, I found a bristle from the brush they use to clean the wok in my rice to I took it to them and told them what was going on. They asked me what I wanted done and I asked for at lease some of my money back and they refunded the whole thing then when I went back to eat the rest of the food that didn't have bristles in it they kept giving my dirty looks. The kept speaking in Spanish but I took 2 years of Spanish and have friends that speak Spanish so I knew they were talking shit about me. So to those of you in Phoenix don't go to the panda express at Desert Ridge Market Place unless you want wire brush bristles in your rice cold food and people insulting you and shooting you dirt looks for their problems they should rinse out the wok after they brush it so this doesn't happen. Then my mother in law has attitude b/c my fiance's bank fucked up because it kept telling him he had money available when he didn't so he ended up $180 short from his paycheck because of it and so the bitch couldn't get her fucking rocker recliner chairs! UGH!!! Thursdays are a fucking pain and a half and because she had us run all over town the poor dogs were locked up all day in one crate three dogs in a medium size dog's crate. Plus this happens every week so we cant get our room clean because she wants to run around and waste my fiance's gas on shit only she wants to do. But next paycheck I will be getting 11 hours of overtime at $12 an hour plus 40 hours at $8 an hour plus about $300 in commission. So I will be able to get new running shoes!! 




Just another day in my crazy f**ed up life.
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